Orientation ball night

Hey people  :)
Yesterday I just had the orientation ball night organized by the student council of MCKL.
It was pretty fun, but I just had no mood to enjoy it. :(
There were too many things happened yesterday. I wanted to cry but I just managed to get myself calm down at that moment.

Right now, I don't feel better either.

I felt guilty for losing my friend's stuff. After this had happened, my mood totally went down. I just couldn't describe how sad am I right now.

Before going to orientation call night, which was after class ended, I walked to Kl sentral with whole bunch of MCKL friends. That was really happy but somehow it didn't last long than it was supposed to be.
I thought it will last for the whole night through :(

Until now, I still don't feeling well. I have never ever had this feeling before, and it lasted for so long.
Although today is super duper sad day, but I will remember it  :(

I really really want to find someone to talk to. But I can just keep this on my own. I can't tell anybody.
Besides that sad thing, here's another one. I really need to express my feeling through blogposts. Because I couldn't find anybody else.

Have you guys tried being ditched by your friends? I believe that most of us do. But we have no choice :(
Sometimes, we really need to experience hardship in our lives. Because nothing is perfect  :')
Yeahh, I always smile to overcome everything eventhough I don't feel good mood right at that moment.
I might be fake at times, but not all the time. But I really love to laugh :) I really hope that someone can make me laugh like crazy.

Laughter is the best medicine :')

I don't want to cry, just like now :(
Be strong le ee! You can do it  :)
I looked really different and ugly yesterday. Omg  :O

Lots of love,
LsquareEpower5

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