If and only if.
If and only if I did not enter this college. If and only if I study in somewhere else. If and only if everything that is happening now is not exist, I will be much happier than I should. I am not happy at all. Certain things make me happy, but most of it are unhappy ones. Why am I being so stubborn? It's been 7 months. 7 MONTHS! Really getting myself into trouble when I got into this college. The very main problem is the edexcel switching problems, haih :( Getting very frustrated nowadays. Tensed up, stressed up, depressed! Please slap me right in front of my face to make me stop thinking about all these. They are freaking distracting me, my god. Should sleep now. Nights people, nights :) Lots of love, LsquareEpower5