A suffering semester

Hi peeps! Good evening everyone.
Just had my semester exam early of this month. Although the results wasn't what I've been longing for, but it's enough to maintain my scholarships for my A levels.
So glad that I managed to maintain it :')
It's been a very suffering semester for me. The maths syllabus are terrible. I didn't even know how to do it.
I've started searching tuition everywhere for mechanics, and I couldn't find one.
I felt hopeless when I started doing maths. Never felt that way before, so it makes me feel so discourage and I feel like dropping maths.
I called my previous additional maths teacher for assistant. Unfortunately, she doesn't teach mechanics for a levels. She said she would have assist me if and only if my mechanics exam is on the next year's summer paper.
I went to dj to search for the maths tuition just now. The bad news was, the tutor only starts teaching mechanics on next year January.
WHY?! WHYYYY?! WHY MUST THE COLLEGE REGISTER MECHANICS FOR THE AS LEVEL?
I can't cope, really. This makes me feel stupid. I really wanted to transfer to a better college, but I don't want my parents to spend unnecessary money on me already.
I know it's very tough to earn money, so I really tried my best to do what I can do. I hope I won't use a single cent of my parents money to go to university.
I wish I have a smart brain so that I won't suffer from all these. :(
Gotta stop writing now,
Bye peeps.
Lots of loves,
LsquareEpower5

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