L square E power five

Yo peeps! :) November is finally here, I've been waiting March to come because I can't wait to resume my studies. I cannot stand working all day and all night, so bored :( I quit my previous job in the kindergarten nearby my house and found another job which is actually a typical office job which produce invoices to bill the customers.  I couldn't stand my job on the 1st day of work because I had nothing to do for the whole day, for the following 2 weeks as well. I considered quitting it ( I know I'm a very impatient person :P ) but luckily my mum stopped me and nagged me not to be such easy-quitting person. So I decided to continue and see if i will get adapted to this newe job. However, everything goes well, until now.  I was hired without interviewing since I am only a temporary contract worker there. I am there to replace a lady which was leaving soon.  On the first day of work, when my senior saw me, she was staring at me like as if I...

It has been quite some time since my last update.  Hmmm... Mostly it was because I was too lazy to type and think of daily happenings to update heh But oh well, I actually skipped some of the important events that were already over.  So lazy to write back :( I think I'm just going to story it briefly alright? I'm officially done with college and some of my friends went for trip whereas I did not. You ask why?  The very first reason and the only main reason was because the disapproval of my parents. Make sense? Hah! Yeah, cos I didn't have enough money to sponsor myself for going on a trip. They were happy and I'm not. But but but but! I didn't rot at home okay?!  I rot about few weeks then i started working as an assistant in a kindergarten nearby my house. Actually before that I found a job at pj and they were those standard 3 kids.  I rejected them because I don't really liked the environment there. So dark, so messy. Another r...

It has been a long time since my finals has ended. So much rotting at home haih, I haven't even seek for an ideal job for myself :( But I'm happy cos I finally can get myself some holidays to rest hehehe My A levels exam ended on 22nd on May, we went out for a lunch on that day and had secret recipe for desert :) I felt really depressed because it was our last meetup during the college days. I think we will be seeing each other after a long time, maybe everyone has been busy with their own business. We promised each other to have another one day trip to Bukit Cahaya to cycle. But it seemed so hard to fulfill. I miss the days where we were in Penang, having so much fun and so much tiredness. My class planned a class trip to Pulau Langkawi. I actually wanted to follow, but my parents didn't allow me to go to beaches because I don't know how to swim. Ozy, Sara, Yew Jung and Nyc planned on another trip to Taiwan. It is supposed to be our "Penang trip 2...

I cried today. Wasn't because of how I screwed up for my physics paper, it was because of some inner depression.  I can't stop pushing myself against the wall, pressing hard and giving myself more and more pressure. I couldn't do well in everything because I don't have any capabilities. I should be studying now. But I am blogging instead, because I realised that I should take a short break from studying and do something I that can make me feel much much better. Just now, I was having dinner with my mom. We were talking something serious, then the situation went worse. I couldn't resist myself and I can't hold my tears. My voice started to tremble while talking to my mom. Too much of depressions until I had to explode everything out at one shot. I wasn't in a very good mood today, even in college.  I was walking from college to kl sentral after college. During the whole journey, I can't stop thinking about the things that I'm worried of. Overthinking,...

Hello bello! :D 14th of February. Valentines day and Chap Goh Mei in the same day :) Had loads of fun in college last week! And today is also a Fridayyyyyy yo! Everything makes my mood so gooooooooood heheheh although I got no valentine :P Started college at 8 am as usual and class ended at 12 pm, so I already had that holiday mood early in the morning! So happy Reached college early in the morning around 7 am and sat in the classroom to do nothing. After that Pui Yin came to the class with yee sangs and I helped her to keep some of it. She gave me 2 small Cadbury chocolate which makes me so happy also. She said it is Kuen Cheng's tradition to give chocolates to their friends on valentine's day. :) We were so bored in the class, so we came out to have a walk and talk. We went up to the 4th floor because it is a great place to talk secrets in the morning. But we ended up going to the library because the weather was so hot and we need to get an air conditioni...

Feeling a little bit of depressing right now haih :( Just now I was talking with sook lynn with some serious issue and it makes me feel so emo somehow. Maybe we the way we talked to each other were too stern and make the whole situation so awkward. I was advising her and giving her some of my opinions about her issue. So yeah :/ Just now I was in college, watching them playing the volleyball match. Two of my classmates were in it and they lose the match unfortunately. But the match was very interesting to watch. If I wasn't rushing back home, I would have just finish watching it before I leave. Sook lynn fetched me to her house just now and I was playing with her phone. Flappy bird hahahahaha. Besides playing, I was talking to her about our friend who came back from Aussie recently.  Reached sook Lynn's house around 6.45pm like that and we were sitting in the car to wait for my mum. I called my mum for so many times but she didn't seemed to notice she had phone calls -.- Si...

Hey peeps! :D Getting lazier and lazier to blog nowadays. Maybe I got no patience to settle down and write a long blog post. I have been experiencing so many things recently and I have lots of things to blog about. Due to my laziness, I only managed to update my Dayre with a very very short and cincai post :/ I spent most of my time reading other people's blog instead of me blogging heh :P But oh well. Let's get serious now. Last last last weekend, I went for this volunteering thing organised by OCBC cycle Malaysia and I actually quite enjoyed it :) Although I earned for this volunteering thing but the most important thing wasn't about earning how much but it was all about the fun I had experienced :D I couldn't describe how I feel for the 1st time volunteering experience, but I know it was absolutely worth it and it was definitely a great experience!  This event was held for two days consecutively in the independent square (Dataran Merde...