That horrible evening :'(

Today is 18th of May 2013.
Yesterday was 17th of May 2013...

I went for operation yesterday evening. It was HORRIBLE.
24 hours had past, and yet now my teeth and gum still bleeding, non-stop.

I can't eat. I can't drink. I can't talk. I can't smile. I can't laugh. 
WHAT A LIFE SERIOUSLY :(

It was so painful yesterday.
When I first went into that surgical room, I felt nothing.
That dentist gave me a dose of analgesic, I immediately felt the painfulness in my mouth.
The needle was thick, my gum is thin, how on earth can the needle poked into my gum? Omgod :O
After the injection of analgesic, I was asked to go out to let the medicine to spread and make my mouth numb.
I went out and sat down on that sofa, my tears started rolling down on my cheeks. I can't control, I just feel like..... crying.

My sobbing voice were getting louder, my mum came and hugged me into her arms. I cried even louder when she consoled me. I felt touched. The guests were looking at me, but I didn't really cared about them. My mum tried to calm me down. She told me not to cry because I will affect my mood before going to a surgery.

At that moment, I can't feel my tongue, my cheeks and my mouth. I still can't stop sobbing. My mum asked me whether I want to continue with the surgery, I nodded and entered the surgical room once the nurse called up my name. 

I was shivering in that room. It was so cold, my limbs were frozen D:
Dentist started the surgery on me very quickly. I did not dare to open my eyes during the surgery, because I was scared to see what is happening to me. 

At first, it was OKAY because there was enough analgesic to numb my painfulness.
When the dentist tried to dig the wisdom tooth from my mouth, the pain was indescribable. I cried, again...

I instantly felt the pressure pressing towards my brain when the dentist applied some forces to dig out my SUPERDUPER huge wisdom tooth from that tiny little hole. Oh my -.-'

My analgesic wasn't enough to withstand my pain. My tears were flowing out from my eyes but I didn't dare to make a single noise. The dentist was kinda pity me and she started to ask me whether is it still pain or something like that. I nodded and she gave me another two doses of analgesic, one in the gum and another one is in the bone.

She put a gauze into my mouth and asked me to bite it and rest for a while. 1 minute later, she resumed with her cruel surgery again. But this time, I felt much better than before because I had another dose of analgesic in my mouth. 

I didn't make any noise after that, because the pain was greatly reduced. 

The tooth was finally being removed :") Glad to hear that from the dentist and the nurse.
I was relieved. No more pain. NO MORE.

At last, before the dentist let me go off from the chair, she applied some antiseptic on my wound. She also sewed up my wound to prevent infection.

Next Friday, I am going back to that place to take out the thread. I really don't feel like going back :( Seriously don't feel like going back to that place.

When I reminisced back what I did in the surgical room, I just can't control myself and I cried. I don't know why. Sigh, please don't. Please don't let me think back :( 

I can't really sleep well yesterday night. The analgesic was slowly disappearing and the pain was increasing. My lips were swollen. My saliva was red in colour. I was horrified :(

I woke up in the midnight and took some medicine before going to bed again. 

My mum woke me up 6 o'clock in the morning to feed me medicine. Glad that my mum is accompanying me throughout the whole surgery and she takes care over me day and night. She cooked me health food just now and cut it into small pieces for me.

Thanks Mum. I love you ♥ 

I still can feel the taste of antiseptic in my mouth, I feel disgusted. Yucks >.<

Hope my wounds will get better because I want to go to college on Monday. I don't want to miss any class and any lab sessions :( Please, let me get well as soon as possible.

Lots of loves,
LsquareEpower5

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