15th October 2013

Tomorrow. 15th October 2013.

Tomorrow will be one of the important day among my education stages. It is my A levels AS exam. I am absolutely anxious for what is going to happen tomorrow.

Trying so hard to calm myself down. 

Realising that I really did not prepare well for my exam. Feeling so so so regret and hope to start everything all over again.

I wish I could.

In these past few weeks, I realised that I have been mixing so well with my college friends. 
I am so glad to know them in my tertiary education life :) 
Slowly loving back this college after overcame with hardships.

I've been struggling for the past few months, figuring what is wrong in me. I couldn't get an answer. So I rather stop over thinking and mix well with my college friends.


Things turned out to be better than what I'd imagined. It wasn't that bad at all. (:
Cherished every moments I spent with my college mates. 

Taking pictures, hanging out, watching movies, gossiping, chit chatting, skyping and etc etc. I am so blessed to have them in a part of my life.

Really really hope that we can continue contact with one and other after our a levels ended.
6 months left.
Everything seems to be good to me now. I didn't want to leave.
I am so gonna miss them.

Although I have some bad memories in this college, but happy memories are increasing day by day. They make my life happier.

I promised myself at the earlier of the year to be happier than I was in my high school. 
Yes, it fulfilled part of it. However, part of my heart felt so empty, because I still miss my high school friends. :')
Wishing for the best for tomorrow!:D

You can do it le ee :)




Lots of love,
LsquareEpower5

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